Thursday, August 9, 2007 ; 9:12 PMY
Be back by my side ; will you?
I'm upset!!! Seriously upset!!!
M I mentally depressed??? I kip havin the kind of high/ low tide feelings towards it...
For sure, u will confront mi for writing dis on my blog... No one listened to my complaints & bloggin is definitely the best way to vent my angers...
He once told mi tat he felt like a totally useless, lousy bf aft reading my previous blog posts... & threw tantrums..
I was terribly down with flu & slight fever due to the renovation in my office today... Construction was in progress almost everyday while we were working.. My workdesk was covered with thick layer of dust... Finali renovation completes yesterday.. But unfortunately, I caught a bad flu from it...
I'm not tryin to grumble abt my flu, i juz wan some caring words from u & not those sacastic remarks!!!
A rare long waited fun @Zouk with my besties... You forbided mi from going.. Yes, I totally can understand the concerns tat u haf... But at least I told u frankly tat I'm gng.. Rather than keepin quiet... Den under some "unforeseen" circumstances, u haf no choice den confessed tat u went... Did I ever throw tantrums or pass such sacastic remarks when I knew tat u went & did not even wan to let mi know??? At least, I'm honest to tel u tat i WENT... If my honesty causes so much inconveniences, I sincerely apologise...
Enjoyin myself is a fault???? Myself.... My "originally" self...
I'm no longer myself....
I dunno how to enjoy myself, i dunno how to dress up myself...
I hardly gif a glance to my fav clothes cuz they r all "forbidden" items... Y do life has to b so sour???
If there'r so many "dislikes" u haf in mi, den y dun try to change another path???
I love the way I'm... M I fat?? I dun tink so...
I'm ugly... Yes, my face is damn sensitive & red... I cant help it... cuz it's in my genes... I also wanna haf nice beautiful skin... I'm tellin u dis again... U reali dun like, go find others...
Listen up... I'm not lack of suitors...
If u love someone, u wil love the way she is & not the way u wan her to b...
I'm not a puppet...
Pls dun question mi abt this post..
I wan some time, some personal space...
Does it reali worth waiting??
